give me love for others, specifically my parents… it’s just so hard to love them as you love me… i see too many faults too many ways they treat me unfairly and unjustly… do they even view me as a son? sometimes they treat me like i’m a dog (wanting me to wait on them hand and foot as they come thru the door and greet them joyfully, yet when i forget to do that they just get mad at me and never bother to come to me and greet me joyfully), sometimes they treat me like i’m a worker (ok, i know i’m pretty old to be getting allowance but they graciously gave me allowance up to now, not anymore, but when they did they believed it gave them the right to treat me like i’m some kind of worker for them, thinking they’re paying me to do certain things for them, instead of just giving me allowance cause they love me as a son), sometimes they treat me like i should be treating them like i’m the parent… it’s just ridiculous sometimes. sometimes i want to just leave home and live with zero income with debt and i’d still think i’d be happier. should i? it’s tempting… i’d rather deal with that then the constant stress of having to deal with my parents.
i was driving and just thinking to myself… i know i’m a stubborn guy and at least i’m willing to admit it… it’s not like i argue against things that i’m completely wrong about, and if i’m genuinely proven wrong, i will admit to that… but when you can’t win your argument against me and get frustrated and give up and just say i’m stubborn, where’s the justification for that? were you not being stubborn about your point of view as well? and to just try to end the argument because you don’t want to keep it up and frustratingly call me stubborn is so stupid… it’s not like i want to be stubborn, so frustrating.
wow… can Jim Harbaugh coach or what… look at the emotion between him and davis after that game winning td… Jim Harbaugh = motivator of men
(Source: leesbicknell, via the-absolute-funniest-posts)
its so impossible to love and accept my dad as he is… i wish i could just drop out of school and find a job and just live apart from that guy… even if i were to work at mcdonald’s as a cashier making minimum wage, if i were to be able to live away from him, i think i would have a much more enjoyable, joyful life.
im getting fat cause I stare at this hours on end at my dad’s store
Lord I pray… Though my eye grows blind, may I be blinded by your beauty alone. Though my back grows weak, may my faith stand tall in this world....
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Oh man, that looks good.
God’s Love is Grace to Love.
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